Losing Faith

A fair judgement,
Brutal longing.
Losing time and whispering glories,
With eyelids wet from past mistakes.
Friends I once gathered,
Now despise in eternal dread.

The face of an angel,
Candlelight strong.
Retched thoughts,
Destined to fade?

Into darkness going once more,
Beautiful sin of Christ’s passion,
Only begotten son.
Image or quick synapse?
No more kingdom do I want and need.
All now is air,
sand,
dust,
and trees.
Nothing more,
Nothing less.
All that is,
I create,
Not given by the one above